About my desorganization...

I need do learn how to be organized... I suffer a lot with my desorganization... I forgot important things and I feel sad with this.
My desorganization disturbs me a lot. I feel so guilty when I forgot things.
Being in the world is a great challenge to me. I cry and cry... I'm learning with pain how to be more organized.
I have willpower to improve this problem. I have already improve through the years. When I was younger, I dreamed a lot every day and I didn't make my dreams come true. But never ir too late, I'm trying hard for this.

Following my dreams...

I have many, many dreams... And I live to make my dreams come true. When I was younger, I didn't finish what I had started... I stopped with my violin class, with my English class... I stopped with my books, that I was writing... And now I'll already be 24 years old, and I come back to my violin, my English, I'm writing stories and poems... I know that I'm not so young, but I'll continue following my dreams...

About my childhood...

My childhood was sweet and magical.  I have never had brothers and sisters, but I enjoyed my solitude. I was a great dreamer, and I lived "in the world of the moon..."
When I was a child, I loved to visit libraries and to stay reading books... My room was my own world, with my dolls, my books, my musics...
My cousins came to visit me every weekend, and we played a lot in the nature.
I miss my first dog: Ralph,... I miss my dearest and best friend: Stéphanie... I miss my older house and its garden... My childhood is the light of my eyes.

I'm back! :)

   Many things have changed since I stopped writing here... I'm working in a school, and I'm teacher there... I knew a really special person, my dearest boyfriend... And I continue my journey to find myself. I felt that I was lost... I had created a person to be beloved and accept. I was not myself. And I suffered a lot when someone didn't like me. Now I'm better,, and I don't want to be beloved by everyone, I want to be who I'm. I backed to use black clothes and listen to rock, I enjoy to stay alone, I try to talk few, I like to be quiet and mysterious... This simple things are making the difference  in my life.

My inner journey

"If I can stop one heart from breaking I shall not live in vain." Emily Dicknson

In this universe, nothing can be lost forever... I'm looking for my bits and pieces of my dreams, my hopes, my wonder, my innocence... The present is a gift and I'm happy with the search for myself. Everyday when I get up I feel grateful and radiant.

Books, my lovely friends...

                                                                       

      I'm a book lover. I've been an avid reader since I was a kid. When I was kid, books were my best friends... I've never been popular with many friends. Books were my refuge. Books transport me to wonderful, wonderful places... Many times I went to sleep dreaming with a beautiful story in my heart...

Stars... stay here with me!!!

Hold up

Hold on

Don't be scared

You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)

Shine on (shine on)

Don't be scared (don't be scared)

Your destiny may keep you warm

'Cause all of the stars

Have faded away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)

Come on (come on)

Why you scared? (I'm not scared)

You'll never change

What's been and gone

'Cause all of the stars

Have faded away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

'Cause all of the stars

Have faded away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Just take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

We're all of the stars

We're fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see us some day

Just take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out