Just be myself

   Being myself is the most difficult thing I need to learn. Today one person from my job was unpleasant with me, and I, so fool, kept in silence. I need to find my way to express my voice in the world. I have been so shy and so good.... Good even in the times that I need to be angry! I'm very delicate and sensitive... It's necessary a great courage to be sensitive in this cold world!!!! Sometimes I wish upon upon a star: What am I doing here?! But today I'm understanding what is my mission. Even so, I miss my holy mother and my earthly mother  to comfort me in sad hours...  I'm all sure that I'm not from this planet. Nothing happens by chance... I believe that every life has a greater purpose. Come on Kat, be strong! Trust in divine plan.  Have faith. Believe. And never lose hope.

Guardian Angel watch over me!

Sleep well Child Spirit.
May the good angels watch over
and may you rest softly and deeply
and awaken refreshed. ...

In the meantime,
tuck tuck
and
a kiss to your little keppe

Dream sweet.
Night night.

And with love,
Child Nod and Mother Night.

 

Clarissa Pinkóla Éstes

 

So many things happened and I was so melancholy... Now I need to rest, take care of me and pray. I want to devote myself  to children and  Education. I want to do all  feed my soul.



Rebirth

   Passover is very special for me. It's moment to revive and to open my heart to the beauty of the life. Everybody is impressed with my fast recovery after the end of my relatioship. I feel more alive and free. I'm open to receive the best of the life. And all is how must to be. Sometimes I think in my last boyfriend and I fell a little sad, but I feel a aliviate too. Dreams... poems... loves... musics.... good books... dear friends... All this is the magic of life for me!  And l'm not with hurry to find a new person... I only want to allow my heart love the flowers, the stars, the sky, the nature, afterall, to love is to live!

New phase

My relatioship is over. I cried a lot... He is in love with a other girl from ashram. I fell and I very hurt  me with this sad history.  But now I'm alleviate. Was better. We was suffering a lot. Our ways was foloowing in differetent directions. Now I want to care of me and to enjoy my company. My dreams are flying  taller. I want to continue my studies and to live in  Ireland. I'm dreaming in to find my celtic prince! After to feel all pain, I need to feel piece. All that I want to my life is inner side piece.

Following...

  Today, Im feeling more strong, I'm more delighted to the life. Before I was so sad and weac... I dindn't was seeing the beauty of the life. Now I'm more open for the people and experiments. I don't want to close my heart because I'm sad with my boyfriend. Ohhhh, I need to be strong to follow my dreams and don't lost my eyes shine...